Mom says that is so disgusting that I'm an outsider. And she never
would think like her child grow up in THIS. She hate "all this dirty
things" in me...

Dreaming what hers child will be an ordinary human with ordinary
interests and aspirations. Abhor all behind confines of standard life.
She hate hate hate every-thing in me.

I never suppose it to be like this. I don't forget her irritate.

Disillusion.

Интересно, это одного меня прет вести днев на Девианте? %)